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Sunday, 30 August 2009

Saturday, 15 August 2009

  • Three

    Am I dreaming or is it real?
    These complicated feelings and emotions that I feel.
    A timely realization was all I needed,
    To get over this obsession with you,
    And know that you're not the only one.

    I lay on my back staring at the ceiling last night,
    Millions of thoughts kept going through my mind.
    What are you doing now?
    I was going mad,
    'Cause I can't tell anyone.

    I will give it a few months,
    Like what you told me.
    It might be real,
    Or just a glimpse of a shooting star.
    Only time will prove what is true.

Sunday, 19 July 2009

  • Dreams

    Once again, I woke up from a dream this morning only wishing that it was not a dream.

    I am having all these dreams to which I feel ambivalent recently. Ah, how I wish those dreams were real. I want to keep having those dreams, but nay, I don't want to wake up all the time realizing that they were only dreams.

    Nevertheless, I AM going to make them happen.

Saturday, 04 July 2009

  • About A Girl - The Academy Is...

    One song about a girl
    Can't breathe when I'm around her
    I wait here every day
    In case she'll scratch the surface
    She'll never notice

    Last night I knew what to say
    But you weren't there to hear it
    These lines so well rehearsed
    Tongue tied and overloaded
    You'll never notice

    I'm not in love, this is not my heart
    I'm not gonna waste these words about a girl

Thursday, 08 January 2009

  • looking back at times

    man, i laughed so hard at my old, old, old... entries that i typed back in the years of 2004 and 2005. incredibly childish and stupid, and they were so gay that i had to delete one of them, lol. but anyway, thinking about it, those stupid things i said before helped me realize how much i've grown up over the past few years, so... not bad, not bad at all :)

    please do not take the effort checking back on what i wrote before, seriously!

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